Hello all! The Sector with the Brightest was so much fun to write. With said I am planning to make it a full fledge series known as East Sol. East Sol Character Spotlight previously showed an extra story of Natalie Gholston. It was just a fun look into the character herself. In this next story I look at a take on a later scene for Lita Rhodes. It was part of her main story. I eventually changed to a new direction but thought I’d share it anyway. Please enjoy!
As emotion began to overwhelm her Lita refused to fight them, she won’t be strong, and she won’t refuse to feel them:
“I knew it and I was afraid. So much that I even tried to get there that day to negotiate the null in void of that contact so that we both can be saved. I couldn’t get there. However, time I won’t do that.”
Pain that threatens to destroy every bit of her washed over her. Every bit of her shook and every bit of her spiraled and for the first time he finally gives into those thoughts. Thoughts she didn’t know to think that day. Thoughts she felt she was too strong to think afterwards. She finally refuses to stay strong, but she won’t give up and she openly expressed frustration for everything she felt that day and everything she had to do get Lisa to forgive herself. The frustration that now that she has done enough for both of them to feel happy. For both of to believe they can continue to be happy. For both to be able to say without doubt that they are saved: why does Lisa have to go away? Every bit of those thoughts broke Lita up and she completely spiraled with no fear to stop because nothing will make her fear saying these words as every bit of her refused to hold back:
It’s not fair…
It’s not fair.
It’s not fair!
” It is not fair Lisa has to leave now! It’s not fair she now has to go away. It’s not fair she now has to leave all of the light she found! It’s not fair to take her away! It’s not fair that I messed up and Lisa has to go away. I am not going up there! I refuse to negotiate! Please don’t take her away! Please don’t let her leave me! It’s not fair! Call of that contract, both of us messed up! We both learned! And We both deserve to be saved! Please call of that contract! We both deserve to live!”
Every but of that fear Lita felt, that she herself felt made Lisa cry. Every bit of their fear made her not want to die. Every bit of their fear made her not want to go away. Every bit of her as frighten as she was, looked straight into all of the fear she saw in Lita’s eye and Lisa refused to run this time because she would never have those eyes look like that. All of her believed that as Lita Rhodes’ s older sister she Lisa Rhodes will do everything in her power to make those frightened tears go away. As such she too had something to say:
“This contract is null in void! For the despair I witness is not a part of the deal. I see that if I leave her this way she will never be saved. I gave up to soon and prematurely made that contract and missed seeing that we were already given that opportunity. I prematurely got so desperate that a gave it up and made a ridicules contract with terms made unfairly to keep me from learning from my mistake. I misused this magic and I did it again this day and everything in me regrets that. As such I will openly renegotiate those unfair terms of my contract by l taking the responsibility for the failure that is that day. I misused my magic and took that “L” as a “loss” and refused to see it as a “Lesson”!
The new terms I offer are final and are to go in affect immediately should all parties agreed:
‘Take this magic and all of it! As the repayment for damages of my unfair contract. I, Lisa Rhodes, will here by protect on her own merit and have strength on her own merit so that I, Lisa Rhodes, will do and be my best to unsure that I am strong enough to save anyone and/or have strength enough to continue to live if I lose them. If those terms are reasonable: I, Lisa Rhodes affective immediately give up this magic in settlement to take my real “L” and stay”