The battle of my mind starts with friendly fire from you. It struck my heart so sincere, I find myself quaking. An effort so honest it had my heart shaking. The only thing I do now is think of you. And in my surrender, I say I love you.
I grieve with these flowers I placed on your bed. I am taunted by my fears of missing you every day. I watch my reflection as I dread these tears. Many years have passed, yet you will not return. I lay by the flower and close my eye as I do. You come for me in my dreams and take me with you.
Rain covers my face as I stand on my knees. It covers the tears that I shed. It covers me in a pool of despair. As I look to the sky I wonder if the clouds are real. My head spins as the world stands still. Before I close my eyes an umbrella keeps me safe. My vision falls to a woman ahead. “Are you alright?” lifts my head.
To my dear who sees me, I say hello to you. I say I love you. I cherish you too. Your beauty is unique. Your beauty is you. Every moment I see you, tears come to eyes. I am captive in my thoughts for you. I love you so much, please say I do.
The morning of your death the beast of hell will cheer. They night of you burial satan has his kill. You squirm in the pot. You wish you never sinned. You wither in your soul as the bugs come and play. And when you are no more a beauty will arise. When you are no more this land is purified.
Power like no other fell from the sky. It floated in the land for some time. As it floated it captured a god. He embodied the soul of nine. It made him strong. It made him weep. He took this power and feed the weak. They revered him. And in time, with the strength he holds he became divine.
We cruise to the moon on the shooting star we found. As we soared through the sky the stars twinkled around. We dance with no gravity and float as we sing. We build a ship with the wish that we made. We fly to our earth with the love that we share. Sweet dreams my dear until another day.
Your soul is in my hands. You squirm. You plea. Take me to the ground. Offer me my goal. For I am powerful. For I am pure. The evil of your soul will be undone. Smite me and we are one.
They all fell…
What possessed them to come here? Were they scared? Why would the human world return to us in this state?
Such a smell of blood. Their war was vicious in nature.
Foolish humans after the prize of the sun. Foolish man…
I have unnecessarily stained my hands. I have nearly robbed myself of my own sanity. The sacred land is marred by greed. Stained for eternity. The marbling destroyed. My sanctity ruined.
Yet I crave no vengeance. Yet I have mercy. These souls I claim return to the earth in good time. Even so I fall to my knees as a god of the sky.My dear brother take care of them. Keep them until they are right. They will not see such a vicious man again. For in my sky the sun shines just fine. For in my heart I calm. The beauty of my world is here to stay. No man will come here. No man will take my heart.
I rise. I stand tall. The sun of mine shines so bright. The crimson red. The stench that fill my land. I lift it all and burn it away. They won’t touch it again. As I stumble past a wretched form. My rage ensues me. Cursesed beast. You still defy me. My brother has answered yet I have trouble hearing. Why must this be his answer.
Come to me now!? Why can’t I fly? Why bring me with them? You have to see brother? You have to know? I slayed them to protect us. I don’t want to die now. It’s not fair…
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When Rain Cries
An Imagination that lights the heart. A smile and a laugh from the bottom of me. Gleefully dreaming under the sun. A nap and a book under a tree. A sound a song that enters my ears. Singing sweet beauty to dry the tears. A serene sunset enters my view. The stars twinkle a vision of you. A tear that falls as emotion arise. A warmth a joy my family holds. I sit down on a rainy day. Hoping my happiness doesn’t wash away.
What arises as I listen to you, is a feeling that moves me into sweet dreams. It takes me high into the sky. I wander around the clouds for you. I take a look and see a story. It tells the tell of a lovely girl. One so beautiful I could cry. I want to talk to her and tell her my name. I want to see her yet my eye they wake.
Where are You
In this distant stare of mine is an image of the one I love. I watch as she speaks to the sky. Our eyes not meeting at any time. She begins to sing a simple tune. Just short of my words is my fluttering heart. A love blossoms with every verse. Where are you in this world? Only time will tell.
In Good Time
I walk down a long road. My steps coming in big strides. I stop to the sound of a tune. I see her in the distance. I want to run to say hello. But as I run she flows away. I don’t understand it. Why must she go? The world around me crumbles in despair. No return only tears.
I lift my head from my dreams. I sleep for what seems like eternity. These days fly yet always stay still. A soft drop against my window. A drumming up in the sky. The shower earth gives me tells my it’s alright. I close my eyes and hear a voice. Come to me I want to see. Tell my who you are and let’s both dream.
But I Won’t Go
I walk forward to an outstretched hand. I see someone I dare not look at. A playful spirit. A smile so serene. But I won’t take it this hand so tempting. I won’t go to the silhouette in front of me. I stay away but my word betray me. My name slips across my lips. But I won’t go just past this sin.
To you Who Sees Me
I wander dazed at the night I had. I want to vanish. I sway as I walk. Another tune but it escapes my mouth. I wonder what came over me. I wonder if I’m sane. It crouch to the ground. My breath heavy as I go. What have we here? A wandering soul.
Can I tell A Story
I recite words to myself under a tree. They come out drifting. A bliss floats high in my chest. I sit with my head down. Yet my eye do not flood. Can I hear too? Comes a voice just behind me. I can speak for you a lovely tell I say. Let’s listen together and enjoy this day.
Please Stay with Me
When I tell you a tell, there is always bliss. When you listen to me I think I could fly. The one I fell for takes me to the sky. The one I fell for helps my pass the time. Will you stay with me? I always wonder. Turn to the sky, is always what I hear. Please stay with me and I will be here.
Because you are Mine
When we meet I want to say, I have feeling that are for you. And when I say them you fly around me. It’s joy, it’s reverie. But as time flies my body leaves. It falls apart with our everlasting sin. Because you are mine, I follow you in time. Because you are mine we simply live divine.
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